Ever have that feeling of a pure adrenaline rush and like you're either going to black out or die? Or what about that free falling feeling? What about when your body goes though so much and you feel like your heart is going to explode and you HAVE TO take deep calming breaths in order for it to not?

I went to Six Flags Magic Mountain yesterday, it was awsome.

Its kind of funny that Jeff makes me feel the exact same way when I ride roller coasters... that free fall feeling, the whole this is too good to be true I'm going to pass out. I know sometimes I get angry at him or frustrated because he is tired all the time and I want to spend time with him, but this weekend everything was like how it was the first time we went to California and I loved every minute of it. He means so much to me, and I am scared one day he just won't be there... I really hope thats not true.

I really hope that I make him feel the same way he makes me feel, but only he could tell me that.